gone for good!
You know when life is being so good to you you wonder if it's your turn for something to happen? Is that a horrible way to think? I don't think I used to think that way, before Bela's medical issues came crashing down on us one day. I guess I just don't want to take one single day of my life right now for granted. Time is going so fast and there's so much good.. To name a few... 1. Bela is an eater. Such a simple thing to say, but what a HUGE accomplishment for her! Most of the time I knew that one day I'd be able to say that, but there were also days I was unsure if she'd ever get her tube out. It hasn't been easy since that day she pulled out her own tube. The first week was BAD. She was not eating very much and I was worrying myself sick everyday. We prayed like crazy during those days. There's only so much you can do to get your daughter to eat when she is refusing. She hit a really low point and now looking back, I realize that she ...