Bela Girl

This is for no special reason in particular, it's just time. This is one of those just for me posts..:) All about Benson at 41/2: You still LOVE superheroes. You newest obsession is Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. You love to play outside, especially riding your bike. You loved preschool and know all your letters and letter sounds and can write a few words, but you would not participate in your graduation. You stayed behind the door hiding when everyone else walked in the room. We were wondering where you were and you were nervous to come in. It made me smile because you're just like me. Then when it was time to say the poem I know you had memorized, you didn't say a word. Oh and you refused to wear your hat. But it was cute to me because it is just who you are. You're so creative and imaginative when you play. You love to make up stories and I could listen to them all day long. You still sometimes confuse yesterday and tomorrow and I think it's funny. Your be...

I'm going to try to end my blogging slump.. Not sure why my posts have been so few and far in between. Lots has been going on. We saw Bela's cardiology team just one month after the last appointment I wrote about because it looks like she's going to need a cath in July. This cath was very unexpected for me so it has taken me awhile to wrap my brain around it and get used to the idea. I DON'T want Bela to be back in the hospital and under anethesia and be cut again and of course whenever there's possibility of something going wrong, it worries me to death. But Cath's are something that I'm told she'll probably need about every year of her life, so I better get used to it. So anyway, I'm not sure the exact date yet, but it will probably be mid-end of July, and it'll be here way too fast. They need to get some real accurate measurements to get a better idea of what's going on in her heart, and they will most likely balloon open a portion o...