....BUT.. how amazing is it that I grew a baby inside me? There's a sweet, full term baby girl getting all ready to come out and meet us. It's amazing.. it never gets old. Benson changed everything for us, then Bela came along and changed everything again.... all for the better. I can't wait to bring another into our family, to be loved and adored by her brother and sister. At this point in my pregnancy with Bela I was going to the dr. every other day to make sure she was still alive. It was painful. There was not much to be excited about and my heart felt so heavy. Every night when I'm (trying to) go to sleep, I put my hands on my tummy to feel her and get that little rush of excitement that something so BIG is about to happen to us, and that it will all be okay this time around..
I can't wait.