It has been several weeks since my last post and I feel like I am past due. I wanted to start with a specific yet general thank you. We want to thank you from the bottom of our hearts, for the meals, the drop bys with treats, watching our Benson Guy, mowing our lawn, helping Avery with Bela, the list goes on and on and I am sure there are so many random acts of kindness that I didn't even know took place. If time permitted, you would all receive a peronal thank you card for everything you have done. We just want you to know that nothing you all have done for us, has gone unnoticed. You know who you are and what you have done and we pray that you have been blessed for your service and kindness because we have.
I have had a great day by myself with Bela. Bela is my HERO. To think a week ago right now, I was standing in this same hospital room pleading with Heavenly Father to let her stay here with us as she went into heart failure. I stood and cried completely helpless considering the thought of her not being with us. That is a constant reality we hope to not have to face, but every day is a struggle. Today her stats look good but for the majority of the day, she has been uncomfortable. It is frustrating to think that we will not know for sure what is causing the discomfort until a week from Monday or Tuesday. The plan is to keep her comfortable this week and complete the cycle of antibitoic before she goes to the cath lab on Monday or Tuesday of next week. The update for today is that Bela is the Best, Greatest, Strongest, Sweetest, Cutest, little 3 and 1/2 month old I have ever met and I am grateful for every day I have to spend with her.