My dearest Bela--
I was amazed by you when you were a baby. I've been amazing by you your entire life. But right now I've never been more amazed.
I keep reading these words from the talk The Atonement Covers All Pain,
"I have noted that children are often more naturally accepting of pain and suffering. They quietly endure with humility and meekness. I have felt a beautiful, sweet spirit surrounding these little ones."